galeforcegameboy:

alright.

you go first.

sigh. well.

basically, i was bullied by an alternate of myself before i could control my zappy powers. that wasn’t a lot of fun. but the worst part about everything is i saw jade go absolutely crazy, i saw karkat get killed

and when i finally got control of my zappy powers i couldn’t get back to help my friends. and i still can’t get back to them. i abandoned them and i have no idea where my timeline friends are and i miss them and i just want them to be okay. and i also miss my dad a whole lot. i don’t know what happened to him or if i’ll ever actually see my dad again.

making friends on here helps but…

it’s hard to deal with.

(not to mention i’m just a dumb horny teenager with zero control over my love life and i can’t flirt and i’m bad at everything and aaaaaaaa.)