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Dirk watched the younger, giving him a little more space but keeping with the contact. Poor John. He wished there was more that he could do. Being here was the most important thing, and he tried to comfort himself with that. 

He couldn’t help a warm smile as John’s cuddles, feeling his body cozied up beside him. “I absolutely can,” he smiled, wrapping an arm securely around him and beginning to rub his back. 

The blond closed his eyes a moment before looking to John, “You know what I think? I think this kitten idea is really fucking grand. Because if you think about it, it’s adorable no matter what. You’re small, kittens are small, it’s so much fucking kawaii. And then I’m all muscley and pretend-buff which makes it instantly adorable when I play with tiny animals. ‘Specially kittens. And, us spoiling our kitten is really cute. If someone told me that they and their partner spoiled their fluffy kitten, I’d definitely think they were adorable.” 

John always felt so damn bad for being so upset around Dirk. It was practically the basis of their relationship, and that… wasn’t exactly a good thing. Sure, it worked out - it got them together and happy, but… He always felt guilty.

But he liked this - the closeness, the fact that Dirk would always, always pick him up whenever he needed it. Mm. He really hoped he did something in return.

When addressed, he glanced up at him, smiling a little as he heard his voice. It calmed him, considerably, and he rest against him a little further, listening quietly. By the end of it he was blushing and burying his face against the blonde, smiling a little more.

“I’m so excited to get a kitten. Especially with you. And we are definitely adorable.” He leaned up to kiss his cheek. “You jerk. Making me smile all dumb. I’m supposed to be sad about stuff.”