broficionado:

No I don’t. Don’t be like that. God damn it.

i still haven’t been able to keep anything substantial down.

i might see if dirk can take me to the doctor’s tomorrow.

broficionado:

Water is good. Maybe try some crackers or bread to settle your stomach, yeah?

M’worried.

i’ll see what dirk has. i still feel kinda bad rifling through his stuff.

i’m fine. you have better things to worry about.

broficionado:

Anything to help. I can order you somethin’.

i’m really, really tired of throwing up.

i’m probably just going to go get a glass of water or something.

broficionado:

Uh. Weed. It don’t do much, makes you relaxed and hungry. Not really addictive neither. 

i appreciate the thought but that also makes me sick. dirk does it and i can’t go downstairs unless he opens all the windows first.

i’m not even hungry i just know i should eat something.

broficionado:

Hey I don’t want to seem like a bad influence here, but D helped me out with eating earlier when I was struggling. Do you want me to help you out too?

…it depends on what would make it a ‘bad’ influence.

i can’t eat and whenever i try i just get sick. i’ve been in bed all day. i don’t wanna tell dirk either cause it’ll just worry him and he’s done a lot for me already.

…i have learned this to be something i am very fond of. my breath powers don’t… er. mess with my enjoyment of it.

broficionado replied to your post: …

r..eALLY????? )

((‘r..eALLY’ what??? *A*;;;;; ))

broficionado:

((uh uh uh uh uh uh uh ..,,.

i had no strong opinion of john one way or another before i started this blog, i had just made it because i bet my friend i couldn’t rp him well :’)

i normally rp karkat and roxy.))

broficionado:

broficionado:

I’m sorry.

broficionado:

You shouldn’t love me. There’s literally no fucking reason to, so don’t waste your time. 

Find someone else. 

…there isn’t anyone else. i’ve tried. you know what the other person that says they love me said?

‘it’d be so much easier if you didn’t love me’.

when everyone i care about tells me to find someone else i’m starting to think i’m the problem, not them.

when you want to act like an adult and stop being an angry jerk to people that are younger than you and CARE FOR YOU for no fucking reason.

let me know.

broficionado:

Oh no, Bro isn’t talking to me he must fucking hate me. Ever think I have my own things to do? Or that I was upset? Looks like you didn’t.

I guess I fucking am, John. 

i’m going to ignore that for the simple fact that if you’d talk to me maybe i’d know a thing or two. but whoa look at me i’m inconsiderate and selfish and just a fucking douche tell me something i don’t know.

and i want to talk to you because i love you. asshole. for whatever fucking reason.

broficionado:

That’s such bullshit, John. Fucking christ. How about you ask someone before you assume shit like that?

Why the fuck would you?

i don’t have to assume it because you’ve made it pretty clear by avoiding me or being really short with me or just not talking to me.

why?

…my god, are you an idiot?